When i finally calmed down, i realized that there are pretty places everywhere, i just gotta be calm to notice them.
My love.
i have now finally worked up the courage to write about this.
On Jan 28th, 2012, he had left us. After being 14 years being with us, he had peacefully left.
I was wondering if I was being cruel not to let him go earlier. I prolonged his pain for 10 more days. I did whatever I could (that I thought) that could keep him alive. But he is gone anyway. The only reason why I didn’t give up was so I don’t feel guilty and that i did the best i could. but, if he were able to talk, would he have told me just to let him go?
a little bit after Chinese New Year, he died. I could say I have no regrets. Just every time i thought about him, I could feel the sourness in my head.
i miss you. thanks for loving me the way you did.
Yes you are.
"There’s only one rule I know of: goddamn it, you’ve got to be kind.—— Kurt Vonnegut"
"you have a right to your opinion, and i have a right to tell you how fucking stupid it is."
You. Yes, you. I am writing this for you. I know you are reading this. And I want you to know I am writing this for you. No one else will understand. No one else knows. They think that this is for them. But it’s not. I am writing this for you. I want you to know, life…it’s hard. Every day can be a challenge. It can be a challenge to get up in the morning. To get yourself out of bed. To put on that smile. But I want you to know, that smile is what keeps me going some days. You need to remember, even through the tough times, you are amazing. You really are. You should be happy. You are gorgeous. I know that the weather might not be perfect. You might have to turn your back to the wind or feel the cold nipping at your nose. But you know what, at least you are there to feel it. At least you can enjoy the sun’s warm rays on your face. Or that cold February wind biting at your cheeks. You know what that means? You are alive. Everything will be okay.YOU.
(Source: lettersillneversend.com)
patience
i think having the talent is essential, but having the patience is more important than anything in the world.
Andrew Bolton: This particular dress came from a collection called VOSS, which was all about beauty. And I think one of McQueen’s greatest legacies was how he would challenge normative conventions of beauty and challenge your expectations of beauty—what we mean by beauty. This particular one is made out of ostrich feathers dyed red. And the glass slides are actually microscope slides that have been painted red to give the idea of blood underneath. And there’s a wonderful quote in association with this dress, where he talks about how there’s blood beneath every layer of skin. And it’s an incredible, again, very powerful, powerful piece.
i find these quite inspiring..Macabre kids’ book art by Gojin Ishihara
